the sun's on my side
bring me for a ride
i smile up the sky
i know i'll be alright
♥ ♥ ♥

Sunday, May 22, 2011

why can't i read your mind like i used to?

i curl up on my bed, thinking of how you used to lay by my side.

it's been almost 2 weeks since i've blogged.

been pretty busy with life in general.

busy with school, cca and church commitments.

well, had a pretty bad fall earlier this week.

scraped my knee real bad, now i can't skate or even move much. ._.

not to mention my sprained neck and wrists.

and my swollen ankles.

so much pain and trouble, all in the name of skating.

and oh, that relentless cough of mine is back again.

this time determined to make me cough my throat out.

how pathetic can my health get. *sighs*

so yea, pretty roughed up lately.

hadn't got much time to sort out my own feelings and stuffs.

i kinda miss the holidays, the time when i used to be so free, the time i used to be with her.

it's been almost 4 months now.

i wonder if anything had changed.

all i know is that my love remains; i'm still holding on.

i'm quite confused actually, i don't really know if i should keep holding on like i should.

you told me not to, but some part of me told me i should.

i'm not sure which of the two she really want.

every time i'm convinced i've gotten over her, i hear that confidence shatter when i see her week after week.

how can i ever move on like this?

i'm losing my momentum again.

i wanna stop falling in and out of love, over and over again.

dear girl, i'm not sure if you're still reading my blog lately.

i just feel so out of touch with you now, i really miss the old days.

how's things so far? good?

but actually, all i really wanna tell you is "i miss you".

ciaos.

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28/10/94
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