Monday, May 9, 2011

life had been an endless bustle for me.

kinda tiring somehow.

it's like i've so many things to juggle, so many things to do, so many decisions to make, so many things to plan, and ironically, so little time.

things like my priorities and stuffs, things that i didn't have to consider previously.

things that i need to grow adept at, accustomed to, liking it or not is another story.

well, i guess that's just how life works.

happiness is never far, but it's always still out of reach too.

just how can i truly enjoy my life if all i do is rush about my duties.

lets not even consider doing some proper studying yet.

and this time is definitely a bad time for me to have so many events/ activities.

birthdays one after another, 2 chalets, 2 camps, 1 audition, 1 performance, 1 competition and plenty of upcoming projects.

i can barely breathe anymore. ._.

and i'm being super jittery about the auditions.

like how am i gonna sing as a sub/main vocalist with a trashy voice without a falsetto?

dear God, please do something and save me from screwing up big time.

i guess i'll have to take things slowly, i don't even have time for myself anymore.

not even time for my dearest guitar.

how pathetic. i need a breather. soon.

like now.

ciaos.