because you live
you make my world
a colourful one
a beautiful one
♥ ♥ ♥
the sun's on my side
bring me for a ride
i smile up the sky
i know i'll be alright
♥ ♥ ♥

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

coming to terms.


yea. i had to, dont i?
its more than a week since i've turned single.
but i cant stop myself from thinking about her.
everywhere i go.
everything i do.
it all seems interlinked.

its impossible to do something without her in mind.
maybe Emily.C is right.
i should get over her.
but i cant.

'maybe its just this week', i told myself.
'maybe its 'cause its so sudden.'
'maybe its 'cause i'm so used to her being there.'
nothing's the same.
nothing will.

i dont want to spend my birthday, all alone again.
it sucks.
i want someone with me.
i want her with me.
but i know its near impossible.

i dont know about you.
but for me,
its hard to come to terms.
especially so when she's the only one i cared for, for the past 17months.
maybe emily's right.
maybe you're right.
maybe,
i should move on.