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i smile up the sky
i know i'll be alright
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Friday, May 29, 2009

i had a Royal Flush.

wow. i had a Royal Flush, of emotions.

but firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE YEO!
ILY HONEY!

let me see, i'm feeling the following;
PISSED
SAD
SHITTY
SHAGGED
FUCKED-UP
UNIMPORTANT
SCREWED UP
WASTED.
(notice that there ain't happy.)
why must every single day that's somehow quite important be goddamned fucked up?
i ran the worse 400m in my life.
i screwed up, real bad.
when BingChuan passed the baton to me, he was 2nd.
i ran.
Vincent was already 30m in front.
by the 200m mark, i was already slowing down slightly.
i looked back, the 3F guy was still quite far behind.
i continued.
when i was down to my last 50m, the 3F guy caught up.
i passed to LimJiaHao.
too late, the 3F guy overtook.
fuck. in the end we only won 3rd.
i immediately collapsed on the field. i cant fucking move my legs. i felt so giddy, head was so damn pain. i had double vision. fuck, feels like fainting.

we won floorball. sounds great, ain't it? i played 80% of the preliminary rounds, including the finals. and what, i'm not gonna get the medal? wow. so my efforts ain't gonna be recognised. but thats not as bad. its only a medal. so what. whats worse, i failed to block 2 goals. if not, we'd had owned 3D, 6-nil. i screwed up with a strained hamstring and bad mood. if i hadn't let the to goals in, we'd had gotten the clean sheet. no goals in the whole competition.

today's Eunice's birthday. WAS the first that i'm celebrating with her. but yea, i WAS. i got pangsehed again. why is it always these occasions that EVERYONE pangseh me? i don't know manzxcs. just feeling effed up the whole day. perhaps its the exhaustion. i don't know.

baby, if you're reading this, i'm not blaming you. its just that, its always on such occasions that i got pangseh somehow. i'm just venting out kay? ILY.

and to all my teammates, sorry for screwing up. really. sorry for the lack of stamina. sorry for the weak blocks. sorry people.
and yes, thanks to zhiteng for reminding.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEICHEN!

Aaron Tan

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